During the transition from the psychoanalytic to self-help era, empathy is one of those words that has seeped into the general lexicon. For many, empathy and sympathy are false synonyms with the new vocabulary word intended to impress others rather than convey new information. In other circles, using the word, still not necessarily correctly, in casual conversation serves as a hidden signal to search out like-minded emotional souls. If received by one in the cohort, the missive opens the door to commiserate about the burden of carrying others' emotional pain--an unappreciated service to society. Otherwise, the message easily slips by those not afflicted.
In short, empathy means identifying with and feeling the pain of others. A complete lack of empathy, a rare and terrifying aberration in emotional development, is a crucial element to become a sociopath. People with a low empathy quotient tend to be self-absorbed and, although not particularly harmful to society, devastating to any intimates. In some ways, the single-mindedness of the self-involved can propel them to high achievement while limiting the ability for any close relationships. An overwhelming majority experience empathy for others in pain but can emotionally protect themselves from being overwhelmed by these feelings. Without this unique social construct, humans would not have developed the complex, social civilizations we have today.
For a few, empathy feels like a sixth sense, at times a gift and others a gaping wound. Feeling other people's pain is not a choice but a part of how one experiences the world. Deep personal connections, friends in need and even sad films or documentaries are all entrées into a powerful emotional abyss that allows for a vivid, invigorating world experience but, with no way to turn off the intensity, can at times turn into its own prison.
Many women with eating disorders have this level of empathy and describe the relentless feelings as unbearable. The illness numbs all emotion and pushes away any closeness in relationships, thereby significantly diminishing the intensity of any empathic response but simultaneously leaving innately interconnected women painfully alone. As a consequence, reconnecting emotions during recovery--a raw, exposing process--means not only re-engaging with the world but re-living empathy for others. This can leave people gasping for air at the overwhelming emotional intensity. Others' feelings come crashing down on them in a burst of psychological and emotional torment that can be hard for a person in recovery to identify, let alone tolerate.
The process of recovery can no more cure the hyper-empathic person than therapy changes one's personality. The goal is to learn to live with this ability and find a way to manage and cope with the vulnerability of daily life. What was a confusing and overwhelming realization as an adolescent can in time become a facet of life as an adult. Our success and maturity depends as much on the ability to accept and hopefully harness our personality and interactive style as it does on the sheer luck of our life station. Empathic people can use their ability to identify and clearly express the collective emotions of those around us. But my optimism can hide the immediate reality in recovery. After a protracted illness, the road through treatment to acceptance is a long and arduous one.
Based on the last post, silencing people with eating disorders has significant meaning for our society. It's a short step to intuit the hidden meaning: people who harness their own empathy can be very powerful indeed. Individuals with a facile empathic response tend, on an individual basis, to harbor and reflect the emotions of those around them. For instance, in a relatively inexpressive family, the empathic member is usually seen as the "sensitive" one. On the surface, this moniker implies the person most emotionally connected but effectively means the ridiculed one attacked for not repressing her feelings sufficiently. Particularly unemotional families often accuse the empathic member of being fully responsible for everyone's feelings. When no one accepts their own emotions, it's convenient to blame the one incapable of repression for all of the emotions in the family. As absurd as this dynamic looks from the outside, scapegoating is an age-old method of maintaining stability in chaos.
However, by definition, the empathic family member actually reflects the emotions around her. She is a mirror for the family to see what's truly inside them. And if the reflection is too painful, why not blame the mirror itself. On a larger scale, a group of empathic people can reflect and even amplify the emotions of the society around them. Silencing those emotions dampens the impact of certain social forces. In a society ripe for change, the empathic set can galvanize a group to open new avenues for communal growth. The non-violence of the civil rights movement reflected the pain and patent prejudice to rally effective support and long-lasting effects.
What would the group of suppressed, empathic women--many trapped in the internal hell of eating disorders--reflect to society today? What social forces can be ignored by covering the mirrors around us? Injustice? Intolerance? Callousness? A stagnant, polarized world? I think the answers lie in what these silenced people might finally say when given the podium. Look out for the next post.